Really...why now?

Today I woke up to a knock on my bedroom door and hubs leaping from bed. It was 10 minutes to 4 am. Lights jolting me from slumbering sleep and a chaotic rush whirling around me. (This hasn't happened since June) It was my mother-in-law at the door, Jeremy was late. His alarm didn't go off and he was supposed to be just arriving to work. Then I looked outside. SNOW, just like the weather man reported...sorta.

Last night we got report on the local news that snow was headed our way. They have been wrong so many times so why believe them now. Well Jeremy and S. (Aka- Father-in-law) were out frantically scrapping snow and ice from the car. He made it! Late, but he made it to work safe. *Sigh of relief inserted here for lots of reasons*

So why on earth now? why does it snow a little..get warm and start sprouting flowers and suns rays warming my back and then POW the blanket of flakes that should have dropped here months ago just arrive from the blue. Nature!? I'm partial to warmer weather and because the weather got increasingly better I got over wanting to make snow men. lol

This time of year is already difficult because it's a reminder of the life that started and as months go by will turn into a reminder of what was lost. I always dreamed of making fun snow igloo's and snow men with my child and husband. This year when I should be looking out at snow gently falling and telling my one year old how great Jehovah is for the seasons. Instead i'm only imagining what that might look like or even feel like. I miss TanaLee so much and with everyday I feel farther from her memory and who she was. I hate that word..was like as in past tense...I wanna say is.

Well on a good yet random note we have been excepted at the place we want to move. I'm not gonna say were for security reasons but I will take pictures and post them when the time is right. Let's just say the place is so nice, is in a great area, convenient. Plus I get to get new things to decorate with...like I said a few posts ago...out with the drab and in with the fab! lol I'm excited for hubs and I to have our own space again and start over in a sense.

Enough of my rambling...thanks for stop'n by.

~Felicia